"Love builds up the broken wall and straightens the crooked path. Love keeps the stars in the firmament and imposes rhythm on to ocean tides"
Maya Angelou
It will be impossible for me to express the meaning of this piece in words.
Simply put, it begins with brokenness and ends with something beautiful.
The Process
Materials I Used:
Shells
Sand
Fire
Wood..which I burned to turn into:
Charcoal
Sap
Pages from Books
Tea
Posterboardish matboard that was next to a garbage
1. A couple months ago, I collected shells and sand at the beach knowing that I wanted to somehow use them for my repurposed project. I played with the shells for a couple hours one day and ended up creating a heart. The idea developed from there.
2. During a hike and a beach campfire, I collected and created charcoal. During other outings, I also collected sap from trees.
2. For months, I searched for the perfect background for the heart and never really found it. Then, during a walk one day recently, I found the posterboard near a garbage. The idea for a collage of book pages happened during that walk before I found the board.
3. I used tea and charcoal to stain the book pages and then created the collage. (yes, I ripped pages out of actual books).
4. I laid the heart out on top of the collage.
5. I made glue out of tree sap and charcoal. Using a proportion of about 3 to 1, I melted down the sap over fire and stirred in the charcoal. (I had to make a little more later over the stove.)
6. Next was gluing the heart down. This was not the easiest thing ever as shells are fragile, the arrangement was tricky and tree sap glue is not normal glue, but it was fun and it worked.
7. Finally, I used more charcoal, sand and sap glue to decorate the collage with more words, a border and other random little things that are hard to explain!
The Inspiration
This work of art was inspired by brokenness.
My heart has been very heavy lately. Those that I love deeply have been riding waves of brokenness that I can't even imagine. I have also been facing some long buried demons in my own life. I felt I was drowning in the fear, pain and helplessness that I was feeling both for myself and my friends.
Every element of this is broken. The shells used to be whole and alive. Sand has been broken down over time. The pages have been ripped from books and defaced. The charcoal has been through the fire. Sap flows from wounded areas of trees.
But they come together to create something new and whole and beautiful.
The pages still provide words of hope even if they are hard to find, And it actually goes deeper than that with the pages...I used specific books that mean something to me or remind me of the friends and family I was inspired by. The shells make a new shape that holds a light and pure essence in the midst of its surroundings. The sap glue binds the heart and the words. The charcoal writes new words.
There truly is brokenness all around us. But within it, there is love and hope if you choose to see it. And unbrokenness can be built.
This is for those who are hurting and those "writing new words". I love you.